Love

Today I am feeling a mixture of hope and hopelessness. I feel hope in that there are so many good things in my life right now. Hopelessness in that there is one thing missing and I’m not sure when or how that is going to change.

For quite some time now, I have felt ready for a soul mate relationship. I am ready for big, earth shattering, consciousness altering love. Everything else in my life is absolutely amazing! Yet I feel a gaping hole when it comes to love. I try so hard to be positive and hopeful… and my manifestation practice is on point with other aspects of my life. I try to tell myself that it must be a matter of divine timing… the timing just isn’t right yet. And I try to trust that. But I really feel it deep within, that I am ready. So, what can I do? Except to try and meet new people and put myself out there? If someone was in the same position as me I would tell them to trust and have faith that the right relationship will find them when they have learnt all that they need to learn, and when your potential partner has learnt what they need to learn. Timing is everything.

I know that in order to attract love, you need to emanate the vibration of love. You have to feel complete within yourself. You can’t go thinking you need someone else to complete you… that never works. I think I waver. Sometimes I can hold the vibration of love and vibrate happiness and wholeness. But there are still moments where I slide into the negative, wondering if and when and where I will find my soulmate.

I feel sometimes like love is pre-destined. There are certain people in your life that you are destined to meet… And like I said, it is just a matter of timing. So, what are we meant to do until that next person comes along? I guess you just have to have fun, put yourself out there and keep sprinkling love everywhere you go. Trusting and having faith that everything will work out in the end. I know I talk a lot about the themes of trusting and having faith in my blogs, but I feel for me, that is where my lesson is. I work on that every day. I guess patience is also a lesson for me, and I work on that every day too.

I will soldier on; I will work with the universe in order to attract what I desire. I will meet the universe halfway, by putting myself out there, and by taking action to meet someone. I will always try to keep my thoughts in the positive…Affirming that I am deserving of great love, and that I am love. I will feel into the feelings of being loved, and being loving, and I will visualise the love I want to attract. Last but certainly not least, I will have faith that the universe will do the rest of the work for me. If there is one thing I know for sure, it is that the universe is on my side.