Change can be painful.

I suddenly get the feeling I’m growing into the person I am meant to be… but with growth, comes change…

And man…. Change can be hard.

All of a sudden everything in my life is so different.

The conversations I’m having with people are different.

The people I seem drawn to are much different

What was important for me before, no longer matters.

People in my life, who have recently played a massive role, seem to be moving in a different direction.

What am I moving towards?

Hopefully, I am moving towards a life where I feel more accepted and valued for who I truly am… and not accepted and valued for who I pretend to be.

Hopefully, I am moving towards a life that honors the wholeness of who I am…. And one that fulfills my inner most hopes and desires.

It’s a time of growth I suppose, a time where I have to re-evaluate everything; and relearn everything.

Change is uncomfortable… because what I am experiencing is new and unfamiliar…

It feels strange and I could easily fall into a mindset of resistance to it.

But I am trying to embrace it. I am trying to see these changes as inherently positive.

Because at the end of the day I am moving away from a life that didn’t entirely fit.

I am so grateful for the people in my life that are coming along this journey with me…. Whilst many have fallen away, there are some that remain true. This is Pure gold.

These true, ‘pure gold’ friendships, make change and growth a bit easier and makes the journey a little less painful.